Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Tuesday May 30, 2006 - Year 4, Day 71 - walk new trails
8C/46F, sunny warm ahead; rain overflow has filled the lagoon to the delight of mini-squadrons of activity seeking immature geese who have not settled into a family making relationship for the summer; Gusta went slow, respectfully, as her owner strolled deep in thought, distracted for a short while from the beautiful day unfolding
quiet, just me & my dog – return to usual
the planet has been fully explored, but every time we connect with someone new we have that opportunity to explore, to adventure, to create – or not – a new channel, a new tributary in our river of life or find that the trail does not lead anywhere we wish to go like venturing into a jungle knowing some rivers flow, some dry up, some bring flourishing growth, some are just a side-trip
every time I take a little side-trip, make a call, take a call, drive a different route I have two choices – eyes wide open, ears wide open, mind wide open is one of them; the other would be to let the opportunities pass by, let the people I might meet pass by to teach others, to let someone else taste their uniqueness
each course, each fork in the road brings risk of a different kind, unique to the day it shows up
I can risk doing & experiencing - whatever the outcome, without knowing the outcome, without having a clue about outcome, without sense of obligation to anyone but myself to be true to myself
or, I can risk being a bystander in my own life; an option I will never choose
never, not ever
walk new trails, make new trails
exploring matters, preconceived destinations rarely do
Mark