Friday, March 24, 2006
Friday Mar. 24, 2006 - Year 4, Day 4 - fog sun shower cycle
dense fog, as if nothing existed beyond a couple hundred feet is strange in the morning; last night it was like a movie set waiting for suspenseful action . . . or maybe it is about suspending reality for a bit, for remembering & reflecting
7 yrs. ago today my dad saw my mother for the last time, unaware she would die the following morning, unaware of the fog he would find himself in
long out of the fog, he is happy & well – yet still wearing a ring I cannot persuade him to remove
long over his ‘I should have stayed with her longer that night’ angst, he remains grimly traditional & unwilling to contemplate something new with someone new, notwithstanding numerous opportunities
dense fog lifting, we come out of the fog to revel in sunshine in anticipation of first spring showers predicted tomorrow
spring showers that wash away grime & memory of winter
foggy now, then sunshine, then showers . .
Mark